I Like Dad
For the Greater Good
Where do we go? Where do we go now? Where do we go?
I keep moving forward but it doesn’t feel like I’m getting anywhere. Time is moving on and I don’t feel like I’m any further ahead. I’m breathing. Breathing. But sometimes I find myself holding my breath.
I’m still reeling from Mother’s Day. Wasn’t that ages ago? I still have not resurfaced. I’m standing on shaky ground. My Instinct, extinct. I don’t trust my gut and that feels so uncomfortable and unfamiliar.
Is that a new bruise?
Why is she so clingy?
Headache? He doesn’t ever get headaches.
What’s with the dark circles under her eyes?
Fuck
Am I making all this up?
And that’s just my baseline. Totally preoccupied with, mostly, Piper’s health, which is Totally fine, might I add, and then all the other firsts and nexts that I’m tackling daily. I’m just pretty much on the edge. But then once I get going I somehow manage to keep going. Just not sure where we go now that we are here.
And if this all sounds like rambling craziness then welcome to my world.
Important statistics
Maybe you will laugh as hard as I did. Maybe you needed to laugh as hard as I did. Maybe you won’t understand what any of these things mean and that makes you laugh. Either way, I hope you laugh, and if you do, send that laughter our way. We need it.

