Fly

It’s Tuesday. I get asked if I think of her more on Tuesdays. No. I think of her all the time. Every day. Sundays and Fridays and Mondays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays. But if you came here because it’s Tuesday and you think of our Tuesday on Tuesdays, than here is a little video just for you. I filmed it 7 months ago today. 12 days later she was gone.
Fly little bird.

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61 Responses to Fly

  1. Jessica says:

    I think of her…of all of you every day. Hugs and love still being sent your way from OKC. I hope you can feel it!!

  2. mrsrubly says:

    what such a cute little girl. fly high sweetheart. thinking of you and your family often.

  3. Tamara Mitchell says:

    Oh dear God…Tuesday and Piper…adorable! Praying for you Jess and all the family! Tuesday is missed!

  4. Penny says:

    Your girls are adorable! I love the video. I know you're so thankful you took the time to video their lives. God bless.

  5. Willow Tree says:

    Praying for your family! I do think of her on Tuesdays… she touched so many; she Still Matters.

    Blessings,
    Carolynn

  6. Amber Stoneburner says:

    Thank you for sharing this video with us.

  7. mames says:

    oh jess, i just emailed then found this post. i do not know how it works (or maybe i do) but i find myself thinking and praying and hoping for you and your family and sending love to tuesday then come to find a post. it must be that your need is felt, i just hope the prayers sent are too.

  8. Heather says:

    I come here often.Check in.Wish I could ease your way as well as the way of so many of the other mommas I watched lose their precious children over the last 8 months on this journey I have traveled with Zoey.Fly indeed sweet Tuesday.Soar.

  9. BoufMom9 says:

    Oh Jess! I miss her so much and think of her every day, so often. I can only imagine how often you think of her sweet face and that adorable voice.
    LOVE you Jess and pray for you every day.

  10. purplemoose says:

    Ahhh, dear Lord! I do think about you a lot. My little girl is 2 now, I think about the same age when Tuesday was diagnosed. I still have my "praying for Tuesday on Tuesday" button on my blog. I still pray for your family. . . not just on Tuesdays.

  11. Melissa says:

    I'm so glad I'm one of the first 10to post. I feel special:). When I see you have 100 comments I hesitate to post. Stupid, huh. Every little bit helps, every sweet comment I hope makes your heart swell just a little. I think of you sooo often. I have never met you or live close by, but I check up on you and your family every day. I'm so grateful you have shared your family with us, and sweet Tuesdays life with people like me. People you have never met, people who keep you in their prayers. We are all here for a purpose. We are here to help carry others burdens, listen with an open heart. I send my love. Thank you again.

  12. Kelli says:

    Precious girls. Still thinking of you all. God bless.

  13. williamsmommy2005 says:

    what a sweet video of the girls.. what a beautiful angel?! such a beautiful reminder of them together.

  14. mrs boo radley says:

    Oh, sweet Tuesday. What a lovely clip!

  15. Candice says:

    We miss you Tuesday!

  16. Anonymous says:

    I love them so much and miss Tuesday everyday. We love all of you all the time and we appreciate you putting all the pictures and videos on your blog for us to see. I see you in the girls and I could always see mother in Tuesday. I expect mother is sitting her down and telling her all about the family ( Lord knows there is a lot to tell) but I know they are happy together and if there is a stove in heaven I know Tuesday is learning to cook with Gram. Thanks for all that you do Jess.

    Love,
    Aunt SuSu

  17. Christy says:

    Jess… there are days I still stop and just can't believe that Tuesday is gone. Im sure you feel that way somedays…
    I wish I could ease the pain of how you feel. Thinking of you always and often. My heart still breaks for you!
    Its great that you have video you can look back on and remember those days.
    Hugs and Love.
    May God Bless you and keep you… always.

  18. Terri says:

    I think if you and Tuesday everyday! I pray for you everyday. Miss you, love you! (((hugs)))

  19. Denise says:

    There is not a day that goes by where I stop thinking of you, your family and your sweet angel Tuesday. Miss, love and pray for your always!

  20. Alisha says:

    There will not be a day in all of our lives that we don't think of Tuesday.

    She was beautiful.

  21. purejoy says:

    awwww, so sweet. i'm so glad you have these memories of her preciousness!!
    i think about you all the time and hope that your heart is in a good place, even if it's still grieving.

    wish i had words that would take the hurt away. but i don't. so i'll send hugs from tennessee instead.
    {{{hug}}}

  22. -Shaken, not stirred says:

    we constantly think of dear Tuesday, you, and your family also. hugs from N.Michigan.

    ps. they're beautiful.

  23. Samantha says:

    What a wonderful yet painful gift you have for yourself and little piper as well as the rest of your family to have these videos to see her and your time together here. It must be hard for piper to understand where her sister has gone, but these videos, as hard as they may be to watch most days will keep those memories fresh for her. It breaks my heart everytime I come to your blog because I know your pain and sorrow is so fresh and you all miss her desperately. Always thinking of your family. Praying for comfort.

  24. Megan says:

    Such a priceless video with two beautiful girls. Always thinking of Tuesday especially on Tuesdays.

  25. Gail says:

    I check your blog all the time. I pray for you & your family too. Thanks for sharing with us you don't even know.

  26. Katie Ross says:

    Thank you so much for sharing that. I love these videos of Tuesday. I think of her and you all of the time.

  27. DiPaola Momma says:

    I blog daily. Every day when I open up my blog I see her smiling back and me and think of her. My kids know who "baby TooDay" is and still pray for her nightly. This video made me smile and cry. I suppose that's what every memory is like for you. Big cyber hugs to you and the gang. You are one strong momma!

  28. Dave says:

    I'm so sorry you lost your sweet Tuesday. Thank you for sharing, I hope the love sent your way has been helpful.

  29. Anonymous says:

    I think of Tuesday and your family quite often. I wish I could have met her. . . cindy lou

  30. Tamara aka Cheapskate Mom says:

    I don't even know what to say. I care so much for Tuesday and your beautiful family and I am not a face any of you would recognize. I am crying for your loss. I am just so sorry. Tuesday's story has taught me so many things. Too many to name here. She will always be in my heart. You will always be in my prayers. Beautiful video. Beautiful girls. Beautiful Mama. *Hugs*

  31. Mandy says:

    hi. you don't know me. but i look at your blog often. my heart breaks for your family. please know that you and your family are in my and so many other's prayers. -Mandy

  32. Jill says:

    First off, you are such a great mom, I can just tell, and your kids are so blessed to have you. Secondly, thank you for sharing the video of Tuesday. I can just imagine her flying all around heaven with the other angels.

  33. SPEAKING FROM THE CRIB says:

    as i was watching the video, my baby girl crawled over onto my lap and was just mesmerized by it. beautiful babies. and so i just held her and cried into her soft downy hair and thanked God for her. thank you so much for sharing this very personal journey with us. we are praying for you.

  34. Kelly says:

    I think of you and your family often. I still have my "waggie ride" button on my blog. I just can't take it down. Thank you for sharing the video of your beautiful girls.

  35. BenLand says:

    oh wow….she is so beautiful…so sweet and innocent….just wanting more pushes on her swing….
    thinking of tuesday….everyday…

  36. Bre says:

    Every day Tutu visits my thoughts. Somehow. Someway. Whether, I'm putting on my Tuesday necklace or just pondering the value of life. She will always be with me. Close to my heart. So will you my dear friend and your beautiful family.

  37. Beth says:

    I think of you and Tuesday often.

    I don't understand God's Plan but I know that He has BIG things planned for Miss Tuesday and for your family!

    God Bless you and your sweet family! You are always in our prayers!

  38. Courtney Kay says:

    sweet girls having fun and not thinking about tomorrow! my prayers to you

  39. Jenn Pearson says:

    What sweet baby girls in that video. Thank you for sharing it with us. Think of you all often and sending you so much love from NC. xoxo

  40. Lydia says:

    I've come here often but never left a comment.I think of you guys often, keep your family in my prayers, and hold my curly headed little one closer.

  41. Shannon says:

    Thanks for sharing that, what a sweet video of your precious girls. Thinking of you guys all the time!

    xoxo

  42. Slumber Chick says:

    Finn watched with me. He said "we sure miss her". Their little voices are so sweet. Love you!

  43. Jane says:

    What a cute video. THe boys and I have now watched it 35 times in a row. They say "More?" when Tuesday says it, ha ha. Miss you!

  44. Janice Rolfs says:

    It's Thursday and I am here because I am thinking about Tuesday and about all of you. Thanks for sharing this video – it is absolutely sweet beyond words! Whenever I saw Tuesday at clinic, she seemed to have such a quiet, sweet and gentle spirit and it shines through in this video. Fly indeed precious girl!!!
    We love you guys, think of you often and continue to pray every day!
    btw – I have a pic of Ellie and Piper at the carnival – if you have an email I can send it to, just let me know!
    Hugs –
    Janice Rolfs

  45. MyLinda says:

    How precious! Sweet Tuesday has touched so many,

  46. Sharlene says:

    She is flying. Soaring above us all. She brings so much joy to my heart every time I see her. Your little angel is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. I love you!

  47. Dixiemom7 says:

    I've been seeing the "pray for Tuesday" buttons on other blogs since I joined the blog world a few months ago. I am an intercessor with 7 young children. I was afraid of your grief, of it touching me, so I didn't visit. Today, I finally did click over from Debi Bouffard's Thankful Thursday post. I had to read your whole blog – beginning to today. I am weeping for you and your precious family. I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful daughter. I will continue to lift you up in prayer, as well as your wonderful husband and sweet children. I know Tuesday is praying for you too. Love and blessings, Dixie

  48. Kristy says:

    Shar said it right, Jess. Tuesday is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. Watching this video tonight brought me to tears again. You guys are all on my mind every day. Love you.

    Kristy Grigsby

  49. Sarah70 says:

    Thankyou for sharing that precious video. It kills me inside imagining what you go through whenever I see pictures of Tuesday with Piper and her brothers. It breaks my heart knowing how awesome of a mommy you are and that you are going through this. Your in my thoughts/prayers everyday as well as your husband, Piper and the boys. God bless you all.
    Love, Sarah

  50. * TONYA * says:

    You taught her how to fly mama. Well done.

    She may have left the nest way too early, but you taught her how to fly with the angels. Mwah.

  51. fivemonkiesreview says:

    Tuesday is ever present in my thoughts and prayers. It is so hard to believe that just 12 days later Tuesday would be gone. It still feels so wrong to me. I can only imagine how you and Charley feel daily. Shar said it right…Tuesday is flying high above us all, watching out for you and charley and the kids, sending you little gifts to let you know, and doing what Tuesday always does best…bringing a smile to someone's day. Love ya!

    Brandi

  52. MaryAnne says:

    What a beautiful little bird. Praying for your family…

  53. mini and brother says:

    crying my head off.

  54. L I S A says:

    I will never tire seeing pics of Tuesday and her family. Thanks so much for sharing. It can't be easy and hurts, but hurts in a good way.

    Love you always!
    lisa

  55. Jen B. says:

    Thank you so much for sharing such a precious video. Not a day goes by that I don't think of angelic Tuesday. I pray for you all every day… you will always be in my thoughts & prayers!

  56. Whimsical Creations says:

    My heart still breaks for you. I am soooo sorry! She is missed!

  57. WWZ says:

    Do you know how many lives you have touched? how many people have been profoundly touched by the words that you share? I hope that all of us, even those of us that you will never meet, can help shoulder even a fraction of your pain. thank you.

  58. Blake says:

    My name is Blake, I'm a 34 year old mom and twin siters of Brooke. I don't know what I would do if my twin sister was gone, I always prayed to God if he had to take one of us to please take me because I did not want to know life with out her, but now as a mom, if I ever lost my son, I would probably not make it either, it is unimaginable. My heart goes out to this family.

  59. Drahdrah says:

    As I watched the video of Tuesday waving, my 13 month old waved back to Tuesday. I cannot imagine what you are going through and am so sorry for your loss.

  60. Nina says:

    I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing with us. Much love.

  61. Jill says:

    Thank you for blessing us with her smile. It touches my heart.